Conflicted

Conflicted inside about the way that life should be
Never quite sure where I’m going
Indecisive about the things I cannot control
Even more so about the things beyond them
Deep down I know I’ll find peace
But in the meantime I remain anxious
Anticipating the future that has yet to come
Whether I’m ready or not still is not determined
Will my present comply with my future?
Or will I forever comply with my past?