Second Thoughts

I thought I loved you,
I thought you really loved me too.
But lately I don't feel it.
Except when it's convinient for you.
We had that special connection.
To call it loved I dared.
But now looking back upon it.
It was never even there.
Many nights I laid up wondering,
If the feelings I had were true.
Was it a mistake to let my heart fall.
Was saying I loved you a mistake too?!
I'll never know for certain,
To be honest I don't even care.
I'm sick of waiting for phone calls,
And wondering if you'll be there.
So I guess it's really over.
I've made my mind up for sure.
I really thought I loved you.
But your feelings were a blur.