A Dream of You & Me

When I close my eyes
I dream of what could be
Of standing there in front of you
So you could finally feel

What’s been missing in your heart
Was missing from mine too
But now we have each other
We got nothing else to loose.

We got nothing else to prove.
We’ll stand the test of time.
Always be there for each other
Every time we’ll speak our minds

I’ll never hold you back
Even though I’ll hold you near
I’ll push you when I have to
Make you overcome your fears.

Pre-Birthday Blog

As another year of my life begins I’m focusing on opportunities and better choices. There’s a lot I’d like to forget about the last 23 years of my life. However the good times have always managed to guide me safely through even the worst of times. This year I’m putting the past behind me, where it belongs. Erasing that part of my life for only those who experienced it first hand to remember.

Already in the recent days I’ve made some tough decisions as far as eliminating some social connections I deemed hazardous to my sanity. If there’s one thing I’ve learned at all this year, it’s that people are never who they say they are and rarely do people ever follow through on what they say. I’m not saying there aren’t exceptions however your way more likely to meet someone trying to use you than someone really trying to get to know you.

I know a handful of you are probably thinking, “Man I feel the same way!” At the same time everyone else is just thinking, “This is the real world… get used to it.” That’s what separates me from everyone else. The ability to understand what’s wrong but refuse to join the trend. Yeah I get it the real world is cut throat and heartless at times. I just have never been able to understand why we choose to treat each other the way we do. Everything is relative. Everything you put out some how has a reaction. Relativity. What’s so hard for people to comprehend about that.

Anyways I digress.. This year my main focuses are maintaining healthy and happy relationships with my friends and family. Remain prosperous and become more disciplined when it comes to personal finance so as to regain my independence.

Me... the problem?

Is it possible I’m the problem
The reason for what’s wrong
For why there are no answers
And have been all along.

Live Life & Make It Last

I look at the people around me
Try to see inside their minds
About the things they're contemplating
How they feel deep down inside

There are trials and tribulations
That determine your potential
Your decisions are important
Everything is circumstantial

Everyday we're faced with struggles
Each one harder than the last
With each and every step you take
live life and make it last.